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Seeing you....doen't hurt anymore.



Which is awesome, considering how freaking active you are on facebook.

No, now I look back and feel sorry for you. But even that's fading. You made your choice, you didn't want me. You wern't man enough to even say so to may face, but that was probably just because you were so afraid of my tears. I stopped crying over you about a week after you broke up with me over instant messaging (seriously....you're in the Army, grow a pair). I stand by what I said the last time you thought it would be a good idea to IM me. I waited for you for seven months, flew out to see you graduate from boot camp, and spent four days with your MOTHER...and you dumped me.....four days after you got home. You were an absolute ass to me, and you asked AS YOU BROKE UP WITH ME, if we could be friends. I'm not dumb enough to say yes anymore. Jerk.

But despite all that, the anger is gone. I had to grow from the unsure girl I was before dating you, to the confidant woman I am now. Now, oh dude, you wouldn't be able to handle me. Yeah, I'm waaaaay out of your league. Sorry you lose. I'm so much better-looking, so much smarter, so much more awesome then you ever were....or probably ever will be. Just being honest!

But, please stop trying to go back to being my best friend. Yes, before you pretty much WERE my best friend, you were there when I needed you, and I do thank you for that. But that time has past. My REAL Bestest Friend is back, and I'm with someone else now. And while you might be happy for me, there is NO WAY that it is ok to 'like' your ex's changed relationship status on facebook! Especially when your ex is making it clear she doesn't want to talk to you! I keep you on my friends list because, someday, MAYBE, we can go back to something. You just need to stop jumping the gun on this matter. Which means you do NOT send me messages asking how I am and telling me that you are thinking of me...cause that's not ok....

Sorry if this came out super-ansty and angry, but sometimes I think you forget what I went through, both during out relationship, and after you dumped me. And hey, you did say you always wanted to see my Irish temper, well there you go kiddo. But keep in mind...this was still me being nice. Keep bugging me and you can see it for real.





Woah, so no idea where this came from. Before you ask, no the Ex does NOT read this, so it's highly unlikely that he will ever see this entry, unless one of you has deduced my identity and send this on to him haha. Thankfully, it has been a few months since he tried talking to me again, so I guess I'm keeping this in case he ever does decide to talk to me again. But yeah, the whole relationship was a mistake, we ruined a friendship, dated for a month, he left for 7 months for boot camp, missed his X-box more then me, then broke up with me over IM 4 days after coming home.....Jerk. I spent $300 to fly down to see him! You know what I got? A crappy stuffed toy. And yes, he has tried to talk to me since the break-up (he is very dumb) and after I stared dating the Beau, he sent me a message on facebook asking how I was doing and if everything was ok. D-U-M-B!
That's my crappy relationship story, now tell me yours! Can you top mine? Hope you can't for your sake, but hey, even the crazy people want to date someone!