Dear Mackaboo,
Hey gorgeous. I know what it's like to be you. I know how lonely you feel sometimes. I know how long you sometimes wait by the phone for someone, anyone, to text you and make you feel less forgotten. I know how you struggle with feelings of inadequacy. The mask of confidence you wear is pretty darn good at this point, but have you noticed (I sure have), that every days its a little less of a mask and more a reflection of you? I be you have noticed. You've certainly noticed how people seem to be treating you differently.
Yeah, you're nostalgic for childhood, but what's up ahead is looking pretty exciting too. You're approaching a cross roads, one path will lead you to friends old and new and spiritual growth. The other path will lead you to family and new friends where your faith will be challenged daily by everyone around you. But either choice you make, don't fret too much. Mistakes WILL happen, but that doesn't mean the adventure is over. the confidence your building is gonna come into play soon, so gird up girl, who knows whats coming next!
And for every time you've felt forgotten or left out...it's ok. Those are just temporary feelings that don't reflect how others around you actually feel. You are loved by so crazy many people! You have a personality like a lightning bug, people are fascinated by your glow! Just keep glowing kiddo.
Hugs and kissies,
Mackaboo
Wow. The final prompt. Honestly thought about giving up on this, giving up on the blog, and just blogging under a new name. But I kept going, even though it took me MUCH longer then 30 days! Thanks for sticking with me. I've been re-bitten by the blogging bug, so keep watching and reading.
Hugs and kisses to YOU!
Mackaboo
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