So I guess back in November, this blog challenge thing went out. It's pretty straightforward: Everyday, for thirty days, you are given a truth to blog about. Some are going to be easier then others, but isn't that the nature of truth itself?
Without further to do, here we go, Day 1: Something You Hate About Yourself
Um, owch...alright....
I'd have to say that, currently I hate how stress makes me freeze. Like, literally, I can be set on a certain plan, but once problems arise or I have loads to juggle, I don't know what to do. So I stop. Look at this semester! The day before classes started I was all excited to go, but then my family received rather horrible news. That threw me off my game and the following months have felt wobbly as I struggle to figure out how to help at home when I can and be the student I need to while also maintaining healthy relationships with human friends and keeping my job.
Then, as I might have mentioned before, I want to be a sign language interpreter, but I am not able to register for the class that I need. Oh, and I also have a language requirement for my college, did I mention that? Yeah, cause no one told me. Sigh. College sucks. I'm sick of this anxiety that makes everyday feel like I'm getting punched in the stomach. I sit in class and feel like an idiot, I CANNOT pay attention! I've had no idea whats going on in class since like midterms. But rather then do something productive and study, I freeze and don't do anything.
Ergo, I think college is making me dumb.
The good news is that tomorrow (Friday the 17th) is my last exam! Hope I don't completely bomb it.
Well that was fun...ish. Tomorrow is another day.
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