Ahhhh! All three papers handed in, one exam down, now just two more exams until I'm freeee! This has been such a rough semester, lots of personal issues kept distracting me as well as a general disconnect from my entirely new college. Intense. But I'm getting used to it, finding teachers I like and getting my bearings around the place. Three more semesters (hopefully) and I'll be done for good! Just gotta hand in there a little longer!
So...other then a desperate race to finish classes and papers and such not much else has been going on with lil' old me.Sporty Brother told me he wants me to move in with him next year when his lease is up. That would be soooo awesome, but I'll have to see where I stand with college and such. And besides, Southern Brother has a dog lol. 'The Plan' for when I graduate is currently in a state of flux, but there are some points that I'm set on: I want to move south where the sun lives, I want to live with a sibling for a brief time before moving out on my own just me, I want to be a sign language interperter where ever I end up. We'll see if all that ends up panning out, I mean, man plans and God laughs, ya know? But I do want to see what it would be like to be self reliant and independent. I've spent so much of my life bound up in what other people expect of me, shyly watching the world go by, but that has to stop. The best way I can see to change myself is to go and see what I make of myself. I won't be able to stay by myself, I'll NEED to get out and meet people, I'll NEED to learn how to take care of myself. An adventure! The adventure I've been longing for.
Now, I will admit part of the attraction for leaving is that there are no interesting guys around, and I absolutely adore southern accents ;) But somehow, the more time that goes on, the more content I am in being single. It's hardly the worst thing in the world, I actually have been happier being single then I was with either of my ex's. Ya live and ya learn. Now that's not to say I think I'll be single the rest of my life and die a crazy cat lady, no. That's just to say.... I suppose, that I'm waiting. When it's real and worth it, it will happen, I'll find someone. And like I've said, I'm still in college! I don't want a long drawn out courtship, nope, it's gonna be fast when it doen happen!
But enough talk of all that lovey-dovey nonsense!
IT'S ALMOST CHRISTMAS!! Momma and I will be putting up the tree tomorrow, I just ordered a few more gifts from Amazon (hey Katie your gift finally came in! Big sigh of relief!). I hope you all have some where to go to spend time with family or friends for the holiday! We'll probably be having a few friends and cousins over, and I might be working in the church nursery with my babies on Christmas Eve. I love the little ankle biters in our congregation, so cute and cuddly and fun :) Some of them I've been babysitting since they were born and are now 4-5 years old. I feel so OLD watching them grow up and start talking and such.
No joke, I'm getting teary over here, mooooving on...
It's snowing again. I really hope it's drivable Friday night and Saturday. Got plans with my girls! Totally need time to relax and chill with them, it's been a crazy few months for us all.
My Momma has boring taste in Christmas presents. Silly Momma. Any ideas what to get for my Dad?
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