Day 7: Someone Who Has Made Your Life Worth Living For

Ummm...gonna have to be an absolute jerk here....gimmie a minute....uhhhhhhhh......there has to be SOMEONE....errrrmmmmmmmm


The first 'person' I'd say would have to be Jesus. Yeah, yeah, the cliched Christian answer, but that doesn't make it any less true. My life has changed these past few years, from happy and innocent, to grown up and troubled. And though I know full well that many people have much more difficult loads then I do, my trials are enough for me. My Savior has been with me every step, every break up, He was with me every time problems with siblings grew to painful/frightening to bear on my own, He has protected me during my studies, and He is with me as my family deals with multiple relatives in poor health. so yeah, cheesy and cliched but true.

As for the mortal realm, I'd have to say it would be my Bestest Friend and Katie, as well as Southern Brother. Ironically, they all read my blog. No I am not buttering them up, though if they appreciate this so much that they buy me a puppy, who am I to stop them? ;) Bestest Friend and Katie are the girls I go to with pretty much everything. We all know what the other is going through and these gals are the best friends I've ever had. They are always there when I need to vent about brothers or need a girls night out or just need a friend. Katie and I worked together for like three years and even though we've moved on, still text like EVERY DAY. Cause we're totally awesome. Bestest Friend and I have been friends since like middle school. Though we drifted during high school when I left the church we both attended, thanks to the miracle of facebook we found each other. We've been friends so long its' weird to think of her NOT being in my life. Love you girls! <3

Also, Southern Brother! Of all my siblings, I was closest with him. He TOTALLY spoils me, but I'm cute so I deserve it. Now that I think of it, he's also the only one whose explanations of tech-y things I understand. Probably cause he's the only one who takes time to make sure I understand! But events like today's really remind me of how much I miss having him around. At lunch today, Army Brother and Air Force Brother began harassing me for a tiny joke I had played. Normally, I can handle their jokes and constant barbs at me, but today it got out of hand and their words became outright cruel and wounding. I went upstairs in tears and haven't been down much since (naturally neither brother has apologized, though I apologized for the prank). I kept thinking if Southern Brother was here, I'd have someone to defend me. He NEVER teased me like they do. He never hurt me like they do. He makes me laugh and we talk in animal noises on the phone. He has a dog that eats feet. His wife is southern and super nice. And he knows how to fix mah cell phone (speaking of which dude...)

I watched all three extended editions of the Lord of the Rings films in less then 24 hours and am now very tired. Losonmg ability to form cohesive sntace things. will try to get backt on track with 30days posts. sooooo tireddddd